PMS Never Ends… July 25, 2008

WARNING: I am in a whiny mood.

I have nothing to complain about, though, so I’ll try not to complain.

So out of nowhere during dinner David gets a call from his man-buddies, saying, “remember we were gonna jam tonight?” Oops. Nope, he’d forgotten. I told him to go ahead, dropped him off and thought about going shopping, but sitting my whiny ass in front of the laptop sounded oh-so-much-more satisfactory.

After dinner we were planning to go see X-files (I love the X-files, I really do). And we rented and started watching 21. You know, any other day I’d be glad to have time to myself, but this past week I have not wanted to be alone at all. I feel like I need constant support, someone to talk to. I feel 5 lbs heavier (probably am) because of my period. I am bloated. I am bloated and want attention. I won’t lie. I am pissed and whiny and complaining and am ready to just break down. How flipping ridiculous is this?

Extracurriculars July 25, 2008

It’s time for me to do a victory dance, because GUESS WHAT!? My tutoring job will be continuing through the school year! This is great. Tutoring is not as demanding or time consuming as a part time job (one or two days a week), it pays relatively well, and I’ll even get to accomplish my school year goal: join ONE extracurricular activity. And I’m going for choir at CLC!

I’m so happy things are looking up. It looks like I’ll have a busy school year, but that’s what I need more than ever.

David is going to be gone for a week right after we get back from Cancun. When I first heard about it I was a little ticked, but now I don’t mind. It will give me a week to myself to really think before going back to school.